I miss you


He’s been a long time friend.  We talk about everything.  We chat about his exes’ physical to sexual attributes, and vice versa.  We got along well that even blinks of our eyes were stories for us..Some people misinterpret it for something deeper.  Like, love.  But for me, he’s a friend, period.  And, I believe you can’t teach anyone to love you just because people think you’ll be perfect together.

 
He courted a not-so close friend of mine and so i became their bridge.  And so I feel they’ll be “into”  each other, I congratulate him as early as I could..but his text msg. says,

“ikaw kasi eh, kung saan-saan ka pa tumitingin andito naman ako, di sana tayo na lng..”

Which is I believe he’s talking about the guy (his friend)that I’m really interested to..It is, without a doubt, a joke..So I joke back..

“Eh ikaw lang eh..baket xa pinili mo?”

Got no reply since then.  The other day, he told me its just a joke, and as we were that close, I believed him.  Days have passed and I noticed he ignores me even if I greeted him as cheerful as I could..He finds a way to get rid of me for no reason.  Even if we’ll be taking the same direction, he’ll move just so avoiding me.  Did I tell/do something wrong?

 
Now we’re on a same place but seems miles away..I misses him..the friend I used to console with my problems and some sort, the friend who used to bully every guy/girl who Im not comfortable with, the friend who tells me how beautiful I am in spite of my malfunctioning sweat glands and pathetic sense of fashion…I missed a friend..and not everyone’s saying, I’m just missing this guy cuz “I’m into him, that I loved him..”

99 thoughts on “I miss you

      • ambisyoso ka tlg! umeepal ka rin s pagiging kampon kay deejay eh..😆

        alam mo, lahat tau may utak. mlmng xa rin. naiisip ka nia, oo. pero dapat ginagamit mo yan. hehe..peace! 2 lng yan eh, iniisip ka lng nia, period. or, iniisip ka rin nia, mahal ka rin nia at gusto niang makipagbalikan sau..alin ba ang gustong paniwalaan ng utak mo?

        -ayw lng kta paasahin..in d first place, hnd ako xa, kya mas mgnda kausapin mo sya.. malay mo..😉

  1. huwaw.. inlababo si sows. sows ka talaga. hehehehe
    sana simula pa lang nagparamdam ka na. kung ako lang yung guy, niligawan na kita. hahaha

    kamusta?? hmmmm…

    • nakow..hindi ko story yan…sows kau…

      tska sbi ni girl hnd xa inlove sa guy c guy lng mkhang meron! tlg nmn oh! hnd ka ngbasa no? hehe.. hi kuya hamster!😆

      • PDI? anu b yn, kng cno2 ng ina associate sken..
        paranoid ka nga yata…

        feeling ko my gantong story ka rin! haha😆

      • yay. wala akong ganyang story.. nasabi lang ni PDI na baka gumawa siya ng ibang blog.. pero anyways, naniniwala na ako na hindi ikaw yown. hehe.

      • @jason, uo nga! hays…
        @ax, gagawa plng dw xa meaning hnd pa nagawa…sows nmn…
        paranoia on d hws..

        (tsismosa mode lng, SINO BA SI PDI?msyado kcng affectd c kuya ax..haha!)😆

  2. I’m missing someone…
    I miss him so much.
    I texted him the other night, but no reply from him.
    I wanted to be with him. But he deserted me, for the reason that I have a boyfriend.
    I am inlove with him. I knew that, but I can’t afford to loose someone who’s loving me. And I stay in the relationship. Hoping, that I could love the man who’s loving me all his life.
    But still, still, I’m hoping that my fling would go back to me and say how much he misses me before its too late..

    • prng kiala kita..but il try easing ur burden…
      wud u be happy with this so-called fling of yours? or are you having a dummy boyfriend who is just for you for the sake of saying u have a boyfriend…rather be single dan having some decoration on ur side..

      stop it..pls dont hurt someone else’s lyf cuz u r…its VERY unfair…

      quit playing games w/ my heart ang song mo..😆

  3. what if I’m not keeping my bf as an ornament? I am trying to love him.

    DO you know the feeling of YOU LOVE SOMEONE, YOUR AFRAID OF LOOSING HIM, AND YET YOUR NOT INLOVE WITH HIM. THERE’S NO MAGIC AT ALL…

    AND I’M AFRAID. NO GUTS OF LOOSING THEM BOTH. I’M NOT A RISK TAKER.
    BUT IF AND AND ONLY IF, MY FLING WILL CATCH ME IF I FALL, THEN I WILL GO. BUT NOT.. THEN I’LL BE PRACTICAL, COZ I’M NOT GETTING ANY YOUNGER…

    • ur not INLOVE, ur SELFISH..hnd kb mabubuhay ng wlng lalake? sorry for dat comment but dats wat i wanted to stressed to u..ur not inlove..ur just afraid to be left out..have urself a break..take time to re evaluate ur feelings..and pls dont make an excuse of ur age..im forever single and if im dat desperate enough, maybe im settled by now..

      tsk tsk tsk…

  4. hmp! kainis talaga yung mga ganung lalake!

    yung tipong pag di nila alam yung lagay nila sayo.. bigla ka nalang tatapon na parang tae! tae talaga sila..

  5. hello. napadaan at nakibasa sa iyong blog. uhmmm.. parating sinasabi sa akin na a friendship between opposite sex is not possible coz at one point… one would fall for the other. may sense ba? hehe. ayos ang blog😛

  6. gosh… na-miss koo tuloy mga old friends ko… cguro mga old na sila ngayon… sana nagbabasa rin sila ng INTERNET SERYE ko, di ko mahagilap e.. (promotion daw wehhehe)… But i really miss them talaga…😦

  7. hahaha. nakarelate ako ng konti. i have a guy best friend din kasi, tas naging kami, then we broke up. we’re still in good terms not until lately kasi i make iwas na muna. ’cause i realized, the more that you see and hear that person, the more na mahihirapan kang mag let go and mag move on. i miss him as well. namimiss ko din yung best friend ko. but things change. kung di ko i-eembrace yung change na yun, masstuck ako sa past forever. and that i do not want to happen.

    yay! ang haba ng sinabi ko. hahaha. anyway, nice one! ^_^

    • nice ba? tnx…

      “make iwas na muna”
      -y naman? to forget u ha, ur conio pala how i couldnt notice dat nmn! ur making me sound lyk u na tuloy..😆

      • hahaha. no sows. do i sound like one? i don’t think so. toinks. hehehe. anyway, i’m making iwas kasi i feel like i’m not moving from where he left me. parang di na din kasi nakakatulong na we see each other and talk to each other often. maybe at the right time, pag ala nang lahat ng meron, i will be back on track (i mean, me as his friend – no more no less).

      • oh, im sorry nmn if i felt ur something conio ha..meaning b, ur stuck from wer u was left behind? how kalungkot nmn dat situation..but as u can see, jollibbee, clearing things out can make linaw ol d situation, watcha think? kesa ur making iwas iwas on d haws, make usap2 muna tpz make a space na rin..o diva?😆

      • sows, we’ve talked several times already about it. kaso every time we do, ang ending, laging bumabalik sa base 1. kaya di ako makamove on. on his part it’s easy. guy sya e. but on my part, twas kinda hard. omg, i sound like conio na nga. oh well, never mind. hahaha. ayun. so i find it better nalang na i make iwas na lang. ayoko din naman masaktan ng paulit-ulit kasi. yayks. hahahaha. ang emo. hahaha.

      • pam pam pam…(hindi papampam ah!😆 )
        mhirap nga, ang ending dpat ending n ng relasyon nio! so move on n! hnd ka nmn kc masukista so wapakels na jan sa chennelyn n yn..

        babush n! (sby from conio to bakla! wla ako ma-say s eclavarvahan n yn eh!)
        😆

  8. he probably thinks that ur inlove with him (obvoius ka kasi eh). so now dahil siguro ayaw ka nyang maging hopeful or ayaw masira ang pagtinginan nyo sa isa’t isa ay iniiwasan ka. so u can either pabayaan na lang…or take another risk by explaining to him ur true intentions….dyahe naman kasi pagmagkaibigan.
    goodluck sa luvlayf mo😉

  9. hmmm..friend lang ba talaga…
    pero its really sad na “mawalan” ng kaibigan just because of that plain reason. nakakalungkot isipin na bakit kelangan talagan mangyari un, pwede namang hindi diba..

    haayy..sana matauhan xa..kahit sobrang happy xa dun sa gf nya now..

    pero im sure, namimiss ka rin nya..ung friendship nyo

    • well, yan din ang cnabi ko kay girl, pero mula sa kaibuturan ng puso niyang sinabi saken na wla xang pagtingin ky guy kundi pagkakaibigan lamang..nanghihinayang lang tlg xa sa friendship nila..kakalungkot nga tlg..prng feeling nia dw kc ginamit lng xa para manligaw si guy ky girl..tpz ng nging sila na, etsepwera na xa..explanation lng ang hangad nia..dati namn dw kc mula s driver s jip n kinaaasaran ni guy hanggang sa mga steamy nyts nila ng past exes nia kinekwen2 p sknia ngaun pra xang my nkkhawang saket..ni ayaw tingnan..porket ba dw sinabi niang umiwas muna sknia c guy dhil iniissue sila ng lahat? sbi nia space hindi get rid of her..😦

      kakatuwa kausap ung girl, sna mging ok n cla..🙂

  10. HMMM it happens talaga, kahit saang relationship. Hindi maiiwasan na magkailangan lalo pat nagsimula sa joke ang lahat.

    HAY.. ang dami ko namimiss hehehe..

  11. I read your post and I want to skip those comments right now cause I want to make my own idea on this post….

    first… you brought my memories way back when I was still in high school, the same scenario that I encountered…

    second, magtatagalog na lang ako kasi hirap na ako magcompose

    third, ayun kasi naman e, sa tagal nyo ng magkalapit sa isat isa e hindi nyo pa mapakiramdaman ang inyong mga damdamin, sa tingin ko kaya sya umiiwas sa iyo ay nanghihinayang sya. instead na yung friend mo ang niligawan nya, nagsisisi sya ngayon na bakit hindi pa ikaw….

    • kuya mars, tnx po s pagdaan!
      first, sosyal! hayskul layp o my hayskul layp..

      second, cge lng po! no problemos mi amigo! kht spanish pa! hehe

      third, ky girl po kc friendship lng lahat..tska ang prospect nia tlg is ung common friend nila ni guy.. so bulag xa sa lahat ng nasa paligid nia!😆

  12. medyo nakarelate ako..kaso lang walang nainlab isa man sa aming dalawa..may bayag din daw kasi ako,hihihi..para lang kami talagang magkapatid…at madami ding nagduda..pero as in wala…uulitin ko kasi nga daw may bayag ako,hihihi

    salamat sa pagdaan sa bahay ko…

    • ate p0ks! musta? dumumi dito ah! joke!😆 haha..no probs na22wa kc ako sa mga posts mo eh..

      meron nga dw gnon n girls,, prng one of the boys..but ebentwali, kng wlng feelings wl tlg..

  13. naku! ansakit naman nun… hmmm, bat hindi nya ipaliwanag na it was an honest joke. hmmm… kasi naman, nag-text yung guy (supposedly joke yun)… ni-replayan sya… sabay ganun. or there is something else kaya sya umiwas… hmmnnn. may gusti talaga si guy dun sa girl kaya nya tinext, tapos nung ng-reply si girl sa guy… pinili nyang humiwalay ng landas kasi baka masira yung friendship nung girl at nun nililigawan / girlfriend. haha^^ wrong choices, touch move… mate.

  14. wow! what great sentiments. it’s really hard to let go of a friendship. take it as a break. baka naman in time, the olds times will go back.

    happy weekend!

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