I miss you
He’s been a long time friend. We talk about everything. We chat about his exes’ physical to sexual attributes, and vice versa. We got along well that even blinks of our eyes were stories for us..Some people misinterpret it for something deeper. Like, love. But for me, he’s a friend, period. And, I believe you can’t teach anyone to love you just because people think you’ll be perfect together.
He courted a not-so close friend of mine and so i became their bridge. And so I feel they’ll be “into” each other, I congratulate him as early as I could..but his text msg. says,
“ikaw kasi eh, kung saan-saan ka pa tumitingin andito naman ako, di sana tayo na lng..”
Which is I believe he’s talking about the guy (his friend)that I’m really interested to..It is, without a doubt, a joke..So I joke back..
“Eh ikaw lang eh..baket xa pinili mo?”
Got no reply since then. The other day, he told me its just a joke, and as we were that close, I believed him. Days have passed and I noticed he ignores me even if I greeted him as cheerful as I could..He finds a way to get rid of me for no reason. Even if we’ll be taking the same direction, he’ll move just so avoiding me. Did I tell/do something wrong?
Now we’re on a same place but seems miles away..I misses him..the friend I used to console with my problems and some sort, the friend who used to bully every guy/girl who Im not comfortable with, the friend who tells me how beautiful I am in spite of my malfunctioning sweat glands and pathetic sense of fashion…I missed a friend..and not everyone’s saying, I’m just missing this guy cuz “I’m into him, that I loved him..”