I can’t bother words to tell him how sorry I am to let go of such a God-given gift. He understands every word I’m saying and about to say. He understands actions I made and knows how to handle it. He embraces every misimperfections I have but I felt suffocated. I can’t stand him. I felt being over-fondled. There’s no more spark in the relationship. I loved him for almost a decade and now I just don’t feel it. It’s like going with the flow. Like a routinary, er, work. I can’t believe I’ll lose my will to love him but I guess this is the end. I try every nerves on my system to believe that we could have a happy ending. But as they say,
…good things must come to an end. .
There’s no turning back..But please believe me that I HAVE LOVED YOU..But for now I need space..
Please say you can’t live without me, beg me to stay with you. .
A tear. The only thing I saw at the moment. Then, a smile. You still manage to break in and say, “Just be happy”. Your lips touched my forehead as I can’t see the shadow of you anymore. Why did you lose your will to win me back? Don’t you love me? Regrets come haunting me..
Now only memories lingers my mind as I told myself, “at least an angel made time on me..”