Sorry..


I can’t bother words to tell him how sorry I am to let go of such a God-given gift.  He understands every word I’m saying and about to say.  He understands actions I made and knows how to handle it.  He embraces every misimperfections I have but I felt suffocated.  I can’t stand him.  I felt being over-fondled.  There’s no more spark in the relationship.  I loved him for almost a decade and now I just don’t feel it.  It’s like going with the flow.  Like a routinary, er, work.  I can’t believe I’ll lose my will to love him but I guess this is the end.   I try every nerves on my system to believe that we could have a happy ending.  But as they say,

…good things must come to an end. .

 

There’s no turning back..But please believe me that I HAVE LOVED YOU..But for now I need space..

 

Please say you can’t live without me, beg me to stay with you. .

 

A tear.  The only thing I saw at the moment.  Then, a smile.  You still manage to break in and say, “Just be happy”.  Your lips touched my forehead as I can’t see the shadow of you anymore.   Why did you lose your will to win me back?  Don’t you love me?  Regrets come haunting me..

 
Now only memories lingers my mind as I told myself, “at least an angel made time on me..”

 

74 thoughts on “Sorry..

    • hmmm, naniniwala kb n ngkakasawaan din sa relationship? and in the end out of the relationship, tska narerealize na tanga sila at pakawalan ang isat isa?

      this is an example..

      aw..sad tlg.. -,-

      • Kapag pareho naman pala ang nadarama nila bakit di sila magbikan uli? ika nga love is sweeter second time around. pero kung yung naki-pagbreak lang ang may gustong bumalik mahirap bang habulin yung lover at sabihing sorry?

      • o baka naman napaka-simple minded ko lang ^^ kasi ako kapag alam kong ako ang nagkakamali, madali para sa akin na humingi ng sorry.

      • uo nga single-minded ka nga..biro lng…

        must take into consideration few people (ehem!) who cnt bow our heads and r ego beyong our feelings… toinks…

  1. Ouch! Ouch ulit!

    Ako naniniwala sa “sawa break-up” na dahilan. Pero hindi ibig sabihin wala na yung “love”. Nagkataon lang na talagang nagsasawa na ang isa sa kanila. Waahh gusto ko lang sumang-ayon hehehe.

    Ouch!

  2. habang pumipitik pa bawat kamay ng relo, may oras pa… kahit nga sira na, may araw parin.. kung mahal nila nag isa’t isa.. there’s till hope, i believe.. yun nga lang, sana yung mga taong nagmamahal, may lakas ng loob para panindigan yung nafefeel nila kasi kung hindi, wala ring mangyayari…🙂

  3. naisip ko lang kanina,habang naglalakad ako mag-isa…

    yung mga tao/bagay na gusto mong mag stay sayo yun ang mabilis nawawala..
    pero yung mga taong ni sa hinagap di mo maisip na mag tyatyaga sayo sila pa ang mag s-stay, kahit habangbuhay..

    kaya kung nilet go man nila ako sa buhay nila, okay lang, hindi ko kawalan. KAWALAN NILA.
    Pero isa lang naiisip ko palagi, kung sino man ang mag stay sa buhay ko ngayon, buong puso kong tatanggapin…at pahahalagahan…

  4. may mga pagkakataon sa isang relasyon na pareho ninyong nararamdaman na sawa na kayo sa isa’t isa. ngunit dahil sa ayaw nyong makasakit, pinapakita ninyong okay pa rin ang lahat. hanggang sa ang isa ay maglakas ng luob na kumalas sa relasyon… isang pagkakataon para mawakasan ang relasyon.

    sa bandang huli, kung tuluyang bimitiw ang isa… maaaring mag-sisi ang kumalas o di kaya magtaka na hindi man lang pinaglaban ang relasyon. isang realidad na gigising sa kanya, mahal pa rin pala nya.

    ang kinalasan naman… tanging ngiti at halik na lamang ang ibinigay. walang paliwanag o kaya nama’y ay pag-tataka kung bakit sya hihiwalayan. para sa kanya, pagkakataon na para makalaya. hindi man sya ang kumalas, malaya syang nakawala… pinakawalan.

    sa kumalas… eto lang isipin mo. akala mo mahal mo pa rin kasi nasaktan ka dahil di nya pinaglaban relasyon nyo. naunahan mo lang sya magsabi… baka ganun din ang sitwasyon kung sya naunang bumitiw.

    sa kinalasan… maswerte ka. malaya ka na. (hehehe… parang ako!)

  5. eto naman agad ang bungad ng nabasa ko sa blog mo ate. asar!

    nakakarelate ako.
    ganun talaga. In as much as we want things to stay the same, pag itinutulak ka na palayo, lalayo ka na lang.
    that happened to me. Itinutulak ako. Sabi ko sige.
    Tapos parang nakakaloko lang na “joke lang, halika na uli, magulo lang ang isip ko.. bla bla blah..”
    Kaso syempre inisip ko, baka mangyari na naman, masasaktan na naman ako.
    Mahirap. Pero wala namang choice, sige parang bakla na umatras sa laban, pero matapang dahil isinuko ko ang babaeng akala ko ay puno’t dulo ng mundo ko.

    mahaba. yaaaaak!!

  6. AHA!! dito ka pala nag tatago hihi

    o ako ang nagtatago ? lolz

    pa kiss nga muna! uhmmwah!

    ang sarap ulit ulitin nitong post mo.

    punong puno ng love… at napapaiyak ako haizzz

    bakit kelangan kasi may end? huhu

  7. Haha… Ewan ko ba dito kay sows. Karamihan nang post, hindi sadya pero lagi akong tinatamaan… Wahaha!

    Teka, alam ko bakit lababo name mo kasi… Kapag timba, palanggana o kaya batya eh, aapaw lang luha mo. Kapag inodoro mapapagod ka lang sa kaka-flush kapag puno na… Eh sa lababo, derecho daloy ng luha. Walang patumanggang pagdaloy ng sentimyento… Hay, ano ba pinagsasabi ko. Haha!

    Musta sows? Meron ka ba diang ispagheti?🙂

    • di ko nga rin alam kung bat lababo eh.. minsan nga muntik ko nang malagay ang pangalan ko talaga. naku World War III pag nagkataon.
      ang maganda kasi sa lababo, hindi naiipunan ng tubig at ng kung anu mang nilalagay mo sa kanya.

      ispageting pababa pababa nang pababa

    • @taga-bundok, haha adik nga sna ndulas nlng xa s pg type ng name nia! hehe..naman! P25 nlng s mcdo! go go go! (plugging mode!)

      @lababo, babara ung spageti s lababo! teka ang gulo nio! hnd ko matapos tong next artic ko! waaaa!😆

    • hmmm..talo2 na padre pero tingin ko commitment associated with feelings pa rin.. at itoy pilit na sumisiksik sa aking coconut to my hart at 2matagos in my sbalun-balunan!

      😆

      • commitment should not anchor itself on feelings because it fades….maraming mag-asawang naghihiwalay coz they simply fall out of love. di na nila naramdaman ung spark ng pagmamahal. tsk! tsk! the measure of love is when you still decide to love the person even when the spark is no longer there.

      • tama si father Fiel. love is a decision. just like happiness. and they are equally decided. in what way and in what means.

    • tru 2 layp to pero ng ibang tao…(piliin mo jan sa baba ung saken..hehe)

      email? but op kors darlin…hahaha! (braguda laugh!) 😆

      na tambak n nga ung susulat ko at busy-busy han ako…cnxa nmn..

      hehehe! hi tsen! cute mo dun sa pic ah! imperful! ^_^

      • how imperful?? hahaha. tenkyu naman ate sows. baka pag nagkita tayo sabihin mo hindi ako un. hahaha!🙂

        teka, aling pic, un nawiwing bata?? nyahaha >:)

        wat/hu is braguda?? hahaha nakakaloka ^^

        eemail ako sau ate sows. u waiting in moderation okies! ^^

  8. every time i heard such stories, i just don’t care. first and foremost, you decided to leave the relationship.. experimenting if the one you loved will sought after you. but he did not. and so? whose fault is that?

    you left. you witnessed him on ‘that’ transition. you waited for a comeback? but a return just don’t happen everyday. first of all, whoever said the first goodbye must be able to claim the first ‘moving on’ placard..

    that someone, and sorry for my term, is stupid for experimenting a what-would-happen-if-i-leave-the-relationship. yes, stupid or more than that if a word exist in its superlative form.

  9. sad..but Ax is correct (tingin sa taas)..experimenting on that kind of feeling is just a no-no for me..the result could go both ways, and in this case it did not favor the author.
    in the first place why would you risk it anyway? just to know if hahabulin ka? di naman batayan ng love yan eh.
    peace!
    hello po..musta?

  10. hi sows. ur tru 2ur word. no names mentioned..and iv got a lot of feedbacks..W.O.W..:mrgreen:

    not to mention the artistic way u wrote it..but wat matters to me most is he’s ok with his current (i gez) tho it means being away from me..il be ur fan from now on..more to come! more power!🙂

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