pseudo-friend


Her grin, innocent look, impeccable aura makes me realize I am the most vulgar, slut ever lived. On our first day at work, she caught my attention of having a flirting look on one of my co-trainees. Then realizing Im eyeing her, she smiles and so I smiled back. Courtesy, of course. We became a closer-acquiantance (I can’t say “friends” to protect my reliability) and we share a lot of things (no choice). She shares her so-called lovelife and been there for about 4 years. Then she met a veteran in our department. They burst in jokes, share fling glances and stuff. As a friend, I upbraided her act and being an instant headline in the office. Concern citizen, huh?

“I didn’t do anything wrong. News do has wings. And it’s pretty malicious..”

Guilt runs through my veins and stigma on my head. Yeah, how could I be that rude? It’s nothing.

Everytime I saw the “not-so-couple” couple, I wanted to vomit. Holding hands, “mommy” and “daddy” as endearment? Ants might literally sting me up coz of their sweetness. The sight s*ck up double and even triple times! But, they’re just friends. 😆

One day, she confess that their having an affair (finally!). But she’s guiltless coz she broke up with her boyfriend beforehand who she says she caught cheating. Now I DO believe in karma. What annoys me is the fact that she also told the guy of me having a PREVIOUS little crush on him. Which is, after I confessed to her, she made a move towards him, ok that’s given.

What we are right now? Strangers.

She is now my definition of hatred..


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  10. well i heard some news na ngyari kagabi
    aba umandar naman ang kanilang
    kakaibang talent
    kaya malamang may meting sa aquarium mamaya
    hala
    laglagan tym
    anak talaga sila

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  19. may eksena akong narinig
    after the said event absent si dadi
    and then papasok nakasabay
    nila dadi at mami or kuya at ate ang
    isa nilang kaopismate
    then ask si dadi ng i heard may issue daw
    sabi ng kaopismate nia
    “di ko alam kong anong issue wala akong paki
    sa mga isue wala akong paki sa itshusera”
    buti nga sayo
    itshusera kayong palaka ngyn
    sarap ng balik san u no.
    hehehe

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  22. seriously, kung binasa mo yung ibang entries ko, i fell inlove with my wife dahil sa character nya. may fiance pa ako noon na hindi naman pangit pero feeling ko hindi talaga kami…then my wife came into the picture…shy sya at hindi talaga socialan ang dating. pero nakita ko ang kagandahan nya sa interactions nya, very respectful, yet confident. she was very kind sa mga bata at matatanda. she does noble things without asking for credit or without a witness. heaven sent sya kaya ayun…
    and as far as the past crushes, yung mga ala megan fox eh hanggang fantasy lang. pero pagdating sa seryosohan at totoong feelings ay doon talaga ako sa mga may character at values nadadale. i feel sorry sa mga supermodel-type na mga babae or lalaki na marami namang insecurities at hindi nila kayang ipakita ang sarili nila pag walang make-up or magandang damit.

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      • marami jan sigurado. pero either may asawa/gf na or they are not the type na lumalapit sa babae—madalas ay torpe. minsan eh ikaw pa ang kailangang lumapit at magpakita ng legs *sipol* sa totoo lang, si ax, jason, at si father ang closest so far. kuha ni father yung humility side ko. si jason eh yung youthful and artistic exuberance. si ax….pag di ko iniinum yung mga pych meds ko…. anyway, lahat sila ay kengkoy, sa totoo eh mga mabubuti silang tao.
        …kahit walang itsura.

      • uo nga dad, its either committed or taken for granted cla.. 😆

        naks, special mention cla jason ah..meron nmn clang mga itsura ah! wla akong kapatid na panget no! 😉 tlga c daddy A! pero bket feeling ko binebenta mo sila? nako bka magkagulo pag nagkataon! 😆

      • Actually, hindi naikwento ni Daddy na naging salawahan siya dati. Yay. Pero joke lang yun.

        Teka lang.. pero kung sabagay, mas maganda na ang insanity ni Daddy ang nakuha ko at hindi yung physical appearance niya! Yay. Ayokong mamroblema in the future na marami na pala akong anak kakakindat lang! Haha.

  23. ouch… sad. share ko lang tong lyrics ng “strangers again” by cinema. wala lang…

    I’d Be A Fool If I Couldn’t See
    how Things Have Changed Between You And Me
    maybe We Try Just A Little Too Hard
    and Now We Are Strangers Again

    i Kiss Your Lips But They Feel So Cold
    i Still Remember We Used To Hold
    on Those Cold And Lonely Nights We Make Love
    and Now We Are Strangers Again

    chorus
    oh Lady, It’s Hard To Believe
    that There In Your Eyes, Stranger I See
    and That The Only Song We Got Left To Play
    are The Memories Of Yesterday

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  27. nako sows. piliin mo yung kakaibiganin mo. ano ba yan. dahil may crush ka, crush na rin niya? sharing it is! you shared everything. lolz. hayaan mo nlng siya. wag ka ng magkikipagkaibigan sa kanya.

    first time here. love how you write. 😀

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  36. uhmmm…thanks to ate vera for telling me about this..ahaha..now i know..theres something behind that hatred pala..
    but i know you meant that..she is that pahinhin ever(vulgar), never a good looking gal, and the very best slut ever in town! ahaha

    lets just accept the laws of nature that all must be balanced…He is fair!

    ang mga mukhang paa, may jowa
    tayong magaganda, hindi pinagpala..

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