It’s not so long ago when I’ve felt this. When he caress her so vividly. like no one has been watching their next move. He run his hand onto her long black hair, then into her neck, then pull her closer to his lips to connect it. My attention moved away and can feel my face turns red. As into my intriguing id, I looked back and they disappeared.
What I’m feeling right now is different. But it’s just the same bitterness..only, at work.
Everybody’s been leveling up. A friend, (a month older than me in the company) about three weeks ago received her promotion but wasn’t able to bring up on our past conversations cuz at that time I was mumbling about how discontented I am at work.
“It’ll gonna mess up your day, as I know you..”
…she said. What a sweet girl. But before and now that she said it, hadn’t got any difference. I’m still a loser, period. 😆 Now I was wondering if it’s because I’m so dumb that I never gotten any QA or process jobs which is I believe the first step forward. Just about this morning, a batchmate receives her promotion as well, and the other. Then? It ends there. Noone bother telling me but I saw them at the aquarium..hihi.. Congratulations, dudes..you really deserve it. I’m really happy you’ve finally made it. What an ego booster. But when it sinks through me?
It’s like a slap on the face.
It’s just so POOR me..